- 8 years ago
Thanks again for the replies. I’m really praying he follows through on the counseling and it gets him past some of these issues so we can move forward. I do feel a little lost right now, of course marriage isn’t the end all of life’s goals bit it would certainly be a definitive step and a life with him sounds so wonderful. During this time I am also going to put more effort back into my own life, take sewing classes, lose 15 pounds (which I’ve already started), focus more on work.
He is planning a surprise birthday getaway this weekend to a cabin where it will be just the two of us and he is excited at some of the stuff he’s doing for me. Of course knowing a proposal isn’t part of that package gets me down a little bit but I’m going to try my hardest and just concentrate on having a good time together.