- 8 years ago
- Wedding: October 2011
I am so trying to get lost in the boards, It was finalized today my Fiance family is saying their last goodbyes to his Mom and I cant even fathom going over there and doing it. He didnt want me to go over there because he knows how I am with death and all that stuff and I wanna go over there so that I can say bye and I know that it would be the BEST thing to do but I just cant. I am trying stay strong but I cant do it right now. Im trying to stay lost in somethings but its just not working for me right now! I cant belive this right now. Oh my goodness Bees this is so hard for me right now.