- 5 years ago
- Wedding: October 2012
Okay so a little about me. I played sports all through high school. I wasn’t one of the pretty drop dead gorgeous girls, I was more of a jock. I was skinny all through high school. I am now 21 (as of today whoo hoo!) and feel like poop. I have gained about 60 pounds being out of high school. I don’t feel pretty. I don’t dress pretty. My hair is thin and doesn’t do anything. I am 11w pregnant and I feel like a fat cow. I have stretch marks, I have a double chin, and barley fit into DH’s clothes anymore. I used to feel like I could do anything and be anything but it’s disappeared. I look on FB and girls I went to high school with are STILL drop dead gorgeous. I hate going to stores near my high school (I live only a mile away from it) because I feel like people will look at me and go “Ew”.
I do my make up every day. That doesn’t help. By the time I get up for work in the morning I have to take Darling Husband to his moms to use her car, I have to take my Dirty Delete to my parents to babysit, and then go to work. From 7 in the morning till about 6 at night I am gone out of the house. Then when I come home I make dinner and put Dirty Delete down to sleep. By that time I am so drained I go to bed.
I know working out would help but I swear I can’t find time. I don’t want to feel ugly anymore. I feel like poop.
Sorry for the rant. What do you ladies do to freshen up or feel decent?