- 8 years ago
- Wedding: October 2010
Ok, so now I am starting to feel the woes of having a longer engagement (1 year). I have always wanted a longer engagement so that I could “experience beibg engaged”. Is that strange? LOL…well, anyway, I wanted to have the engagement party, engagement, photos, and just bask in the warmth of being engaged. Well, me beign me and being organized to the T…I began thinking about what I wanted and how I wanted things immediately. So, 3 months in I pretty much know how I want everything..down to the minor details. Everytime I tell someone that the wedding is in October they gasp at how far along I am with planning.
Now, I am sad sometimes, because I hate not being able to go home with him at night. When we go out or spend time it has to be over until the next time I see him and I HATE THAT. It feels like I am teasing myself by dangling a bone in front of myself. “He’s yours but not completely.” Does this make sense? Is anyone else feeling this way?