Post # 362
@beekiss: No, I don’t chart. Still no AF and as of Wednesday (?) I was still BFN so I’m not sure what is going on. I started a new fitness challenge and I’m wonering if I am not pregnant if my intense work out schedule has delayed AF.
I will test once more when I get home Monday night/Tuesday morning. If still no AF and BFN I will have to look into it further.
Post # 363
I think I’m out. This spotting is too heavy to be anything other than AF. I’m only 5 DPO too, which is really sad. I’m hoping that I’m still adjusting to my medication to lower my prolactin, but this is disappointing. Too make matters worse, my youngest brother announced that his gir. friend is pregnant – it’s the first grandbaby for my parents (which I really wanted to have). When my mother tells people she’s going to be a grandmother, they assume it’s me that’s pregnant until she tells them otherwise.
I’m just bitter tonight. Hopefully I’ll be able to participate in the October POAS and not have to go back to lurking.
Post # 364
@berkeleygirl: Oh I’m sorry to hear that, that’s gotta hurt a little FX u get ur bfp soon!
Post # 365
Well had another large temp drop almost spot on for one of my other cycles. Looks like I really am headed to I’m out town.
Envy is such a nasty creature but I CANT HELP IT!!! It makes me feel like such a bad person to be angry at someone’s intense happiness. Went to a work party last night and one of the girls (who quit awhile ago) is pregnant. She tried for a very long time so I am so happy for her but the whole night was focused on every.single.detail. of her pregnancy. I found myself sitting there quiet trying not to burst into tears.
I have been keeping this TWW quiet from my husband because I can feel I’m going to have a meltdown when AF comes and he doesn’t need to be subjected to that yet. So yesterday he asks me when are you going to O? Followed by are you not O. is that why you aren’t pregnant yet… ugh that stung so bad. We already had a SA done and he has A++ swimmers so naturally I said yes my f’ed up body is the reason we don’t have children thanks.
In a few moments I leave for a three day trip to Boston alone so I am hoping if AF is showing her ugly face it is while I am there so I can freak out in private. Anyways thanks for listening.
Post # 366
Can I just say, that this not knowing my cycle thing has to be the WORST ever!!!! I just want to know eactly when I’m going to O, (I’ve started using OPK’s 🙂 woo!) and when I should expect a period. damn strong birth control messing up my body! Knowing my luck, I’ll end up getting AF as soon as we go overseas 🙁 waaahhhhhh. I think waiting for a positive is worse than waiting to try! Granted we’ve been “officially” trying for 2 days, but there was a whole month before that where it could have happened! lol. I know, I know, it ussually takes more than one cyclec- I’m just so excited to have a little bubba!
Post # 367
@berkeleygirl: aww sorry to hear, that’s gotta sting a little, but your family will still be equally thrilled when it’s your turn!
hopefully this trip alone will be a good opportunity for you to sort out all of your emotions. Sometimes it feels good to just have a private moment to let it all out, then you can come home refreshed and ready for the next cycle.
ugh I feel your pain and have my fingers crossed for you!! I’m not sue how exercise effects your cycle though, sorry!
CD30 today and still BFN. I am 2-4 days late of what my cycle usually does. Mother nature sure is cruel. She must know this is my first month TTC and so purposely f**ked with my cycle for her entertainment. Now FF has moved my fertile window so there aren’t very many BD days in there. Jerk!
Post # 368
I’m officially out. Should have AF any minute now.
Post # 369
After my husband left for a work meeting yesterday I started to cry. Not big sobbing cry, just a few small tears welled up. I started spotting Friday and AF showed on Sunday last month, so I’m right on track to do the same this month. I got mad at my body. So frustrating that it didn’t work out again! I decided to lace up my running shoes and go for a run in the rain. The first half mile I cried, running in the rain, and it felt so… carthartic! I didn’t have a plan for my run (how long, which way, how fast) just had to get out and start running somewhere! Then I had a deep heart to heart with myself. I told myself there is nothing wrong with my body. It is strong, these strong legs can carry me far. It’s just another month to save up money. Another month to get stronger. This was ME time… then I said “I’m going to do something I couldn’t do while pregnant!” So when my husband got home we went out for sushi and wine!
Just a little story on how I coped yesterday with the impending AF on her way…
EDIT: my run ended up being 5.53 miles. With a good pace! And I didn’t stop to walk once. (Big deal for me)
Post # 371
@berkeleygirl: Your mom will be sooo excited for you when you get preggo. Mom’s always care about their daughters more than their DIL’s!
That’s awesome!! Good for you 🙂
Post # 372
Ahhhh!! Today is 8DPO and after a BFN last night I got a BFP (I think) just now at 1pm!! It turned after like 5 seconds…I cannot believe it!
This is a BFP right….right?! I’m on day 29 of 34 either 8 or 9 DPO
Post # 373
just popped in to say good luck to everyone, congrats to the new mommas, and congrats to the future mommys in advance. You WILL get your sweet babe soon!
Post # 374
@Chrissy26: Yayyyy! I’m so excited for you! Congrats mama!
Post # 375
@Chrissy26: YAY! CONGRATS!!!
Post # 376
@MrsRichard: and @cocoloco523 thanks!! My sister said she thought since the line looked broken it was wrong. Thanks!!!