- 5 years ago
I think I have an abnormal sexual appetite. I’ve been very very sexual since I was 6 y.o., I dont know why, or know how, but I was very sexual!I lost my virginity when I had just turned 14 and before that I had done some pretty bad/crazy things, my sex drive hasnt changed much but after I had sex it just exploded and it’s still exploding, I dont know why, but I love it nor am I ashamed I just wish I knew someone who was just as crazy ya know? I’ve seen some crazy sex god in him when we first met and after that about twice since we’ve been together 3yrs and 10months, and he hasnt since, so I know it’s in him somewhere…and that’s only cause I brought it out both times.
I think about sex all day long, and I absolutely love having it with my fiance. The Problem is, he is nowhere near as horny as I am or as often, and so I get really fustrated with him when he isn’t up for it and it’s not fair on him. I get it I can get off easily solo, or with toys, etc…but I want him to kick it up a knotch.
we have sex alot, but not as much as nature calls. I always want to try new things and I’d wish he’d just wanted me as bad as I want him ya know?
My past relationships or flings, have always been aggressive and give it to me now anywhere like pornstar status sex experiences and I loved it, even though some of them were jerks, but I just love when they would just throw me up against wall, or hold me down or, bite me or eat my face…like I always felt wanted for that moment. I always had so much fun too.
Dont get me wrong he does cute things or sexual things now and then like squeeze my butt, or jumping on me and kissing me and hair pulling and spanking and stuff. but I wish he would choke me out and bite me aggressively, like it’s not in him…or something. He gives great head but even so, he doesnt really just unleash on me and I wish he would… 🙁 I just want him to throw me up against a wall and fuck the crap out of me like be bad for once!
My fiance is amazing and he is passionate dont get me wrong but sometimes I want to have fun and do something fun and adventurous like just rip my clothes off or when I want it give to me, even when he doesnt want too. like common????
I just feel like he doesnt want me sometimes, I feel like he doesnt want me as bad as I do and it hurts cause I love him so much and I dont know how to show it…
what is he waiting on? is he even as crazy in love with me as I am with him??? He asked me to marry him and I want too, but I just feel so confused, annoyed, and lost…
<HELP, am I wrong? am I right? advice? any other women going or went through something like this???>
- This topic was modified 4 years, 11 months ago by jen9000.