- 6 years ago
Please read my last post. I also had an update on that post if you scroll down.
Update, we are now married. Life is peaches and cream. The thing is, I am still full of guilt. I also know that the person I cheated on my husband, then boyfriend, with now lives in my home town. A small town, might I add. I know because we have a mutual friend on facebook. Girls, this consumes me. I am afraid that this person will become mutual friends with our inner circle, I am afraid this will all come to a head.
I would hate for my husband to find out through someone else. I would also hate to unleash this secret now, so much later, when I should have done it way, way sooner. I would also like to add that my husband has a bad temper. It does not unleash often but when it does he becomes irrational, shuts down, and will not listen, as if a light literally shuts off. I am afraid to tell him and this light go off, without an on switch. Not that I am afraid of him hurting me, but of him not forgiving me under any circumstance.
What would you do, once again, given the new circumstances.