- 7 years ago
- Wedding: October 2011
I’m probably going to regret writing this later but right now I feel like I need to VENT!!!!
My sister and I have always been very close. We have been through many ups and downs in our life together and have always been each other’s rock. We partied together for a long time and it got out of hand. We were on a rollercoaster of using drugs and partying to the point where that’s all we did. Well a little over 4 years ago some very bad things happened and my sister lost custody of her kids. Well I got sick and tired of being sick and tired and I got clean. Well my sister did not get clean. She kept using for about a year and then she went into rehab and got her children back. Well she did not stay clean. She now has her spouts where she will still get high (We both used prescription meds) and make it unbearable for everyone around her. Well yesterday was one of her days and normally when she is using I cannot be around her because we will argue and I know that my arguing with her does not help anything because then we go without speaking for a week until she isn’t using and then everything goes back to normal. Well now I’m in wedding mode. I have less than a month until my wedding and she is my Maid/Matron of Honor. She wanted to go all out and do a nice shower for me and my Fiance for this weekend. Well the DA that she is waits until the last minute and now my Mom has to do everything. She does not work, her husband makes good money and so she is able to stay at home, so she should have had plenty of time to plan everything out and it be fine. In fact, I would have been fine without a dang shower. I would be completely cool with it. Except now I have to hear my Mom fuss because she is having to take over everything because my sister can’t do anything without screwing up. I’m having to tippy toe with my sister because if I say anything to upset her she is going to take my nieces away and there goes half my freaking wedding party! I’m just so over it. I told my Mom today that I will kiss her butt until the wedding (which is complete BS) but that if she comes to my wedding high then I’m done with her. I have already talked to my Fiance and when I graduate and we get a house then we are going to look at getting custody of my niece until she can get her stuff straightened out. This is just ridiculous. Why should I have to deal with this crap?!!! I know we sound like white trash on here and I promise I am not but I just needed to complain to someone outside the situation!