- 8 years ago
- Wedding: August 2010
Sorry ladies I don’t mean to rant but I just don’t know where else to take this: I’m getting married on August the 14th after a 4 1/2 month engagement (we’re 2 months in atm) and I’m currently sitting my finals, whilst in a LDR with Fi who’s in the royal marines.
He’s working LOADS atm as he’s a musician and once the sun comes out he’s got literally back to back parades, plus he’s organising a massive football match between different branches of the marines. I on the other hand am 5 hours away, sat exam no 3/9 today and also had to hand in 2 massive essays, on in English and one in German.
Meanwhile, my parents who are 4 hours away from both of us (on the east coast of the UK) and keep buying CRAP for the wedding without asking me first (apparently because asking me during my exams will stress me out but spending 40 quid of our wedding budget on multicoloured flashing fairy lights won’t)
I used to stress at my Maid/Matron of Honor but it turns out she’s been hanging out a lot with my mum recently and just passes everything I say to her along- if I wanted my mum to hear it I’d tell my blimmin mother myself!
Fiance and I just have no time or energy at the moment and it’s scaring me. I know it’s a phase and a hard time in our lives but it’s so scary to know the wedding is on the horizon but we’re barely communicating because by the time we get onto the phone we both just need to sleep!
In a week it’ll be better because my 2 worst exams will be over, but right now I’m just in tears and stressed off my head!
Sorry for the vent girlies but with the MOH-Mum situation I just don’t know where else I’m meant to go.