- 5 years ago
Well bees, I’ve been doing my best to shut it up for the few months, keep in mind my ‘best’ shutting it up still includes random playful engagement comments, so i’m not completely quiet haha.
Anyway, a couple of weeks ago SO and I fell in love with a house while I was randomly fiddling around on Zillow…we are not currently on the market for home buying but i just couldn’t shake this amazing house from my mind, SO on the other hand did 🙁 i even brought it to the bee…
the result was a lot of little chats about finances, savings, future plans, ideas etc….SO let out that after he gets his tax return and also purchases his super expensive tires in the next week or so he’ll be at the ‘saving’ point that he’s been trying to reach…. anytime we mention ‘saving’ we are both usually referring to ‘ring saving’… AAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!
Last night SO was randomly looking up Engagement rings and showing them to me, I tried to act as calm and nonchalant as possible but on the inside I was freaking out!! I thought it would end there but he kept on…with comments, pictures, info that he has looked into about gemstones and such….saying things that were practically making my mind explode. Continued to playfully ‘tease’ me all night and even still this morning….
I have gotten my hopes up a million times before, thinking it was coming up any day and been absolutely devastated when it didn’t happen…I hope that this doesn’t set my mind into extreme ‘waiting mode’ only to be feeling the same way 6 months from now…. (6 months may not seem like that long, but when you’r waiting for it day in- day out for that long it can make you go crazy!!)
Regardless I am beyond pumped that SO is even talking ring talk with me since he’s usually very stand offish on the topic because he says he doesn’t want to say anything that may lead me to think its happening sooner than it really is and cause me to be upset. (I’ve had my fair share of engagement related freak-outs!) So this must mean its soon, right?!?
So…. what do the bees think????
Thanks for listening!!