- 7 years ago
- Wedding: July 2012
For some reason lately, I’ve been bumming kind of hard. I feel like our wedding planning isn’t really going anywhere & that I’m the only person concerned with any of the planning at all. I guess it isn’t that I want to be overwhelmed with shit to do and have my life be 24/7 wedding madness, but any of that would be better than how I feel things are going right now. We’ll have a 2 year engagment by the time we get married. The date is set for July 28, 2012 and the only things we’ve done so far are get a reception venue, an officiant, & a photographer. I’ve begged my mother to give me a list of family members she wants to invite with no avail. I feel like we need to know how many people are coming to decide on a ceremony venue and cateror and the like. I also feel like because I feel that no one is interested, I’m having a much harder time making decisions on decor and the like. I go back and forth because I have no second opinions. My fiance just can’t get into it much. He tries agreeing with me on basically anything at all, and I love him & I’m not upset with him about it or anything. But I don’t even feel like the times I’ve brought anything up to my mother or bridesmaids that any of them were interested in the discussion. Maybe it’s because we’ve already been engaged for so long and haven’t done much planning. I don’t know. I think this has turned into more of a vent than a help me sort of post.
Thanks for letting me whine, everyone >.< hahahah