- 5 years ago
I am incognito, because I have friends that know my user name and I really don’t feel like talking to anyone I know.
But bottom line I am just so unhappy. I moved to another city and took a different job to be with my husband, but I hate everything about it.
I hate the city: it is ugly, dirty and gray. I hate my job, my boss is not nice and I share a tiny office with 5 other people who are dirty and loud.
AND my marriage is like crap. My husband is super sensitive to everything and has deep PTSD caused by an alcoholic dad.
Yesterday as I was packing lunches my husband put something in the freezer and I asked him what it was. He said: chicken. Oh, I had just cooked a ton of chicken for the week and thought he was freezing some because he said I had cooked too much. I was mad and said to him no to do it because then I would have to cook again during the week and I was too busy with work and the house. He flipped out! I then saw that the chicken he was freezing was some uncooked that we had in the fridge and I went to apologize to him. He was so rude to me. He said to me to go away and didn’t talk to me. I then tried to talk to him and said again that I thought it was uncooked chicken and apologized like 500 times. But he starts saying stuff like I am never happy and he can’t make me happy, things that have nothing to do with actually happy. He has not said a word to me since then and slept in the guest bedroom…
Bottom line is that I am not asking for him to make me happy. I am asking him to be a normal person and not a tantrum boy. I left everything I loved behind: the city I loved, the job of my dreams and all my friends to be in this crappy place WITH HIM. And since I came it has been like he doesn’t want me there.
I am sorry for the long post but I just don’t know what to do. This morning I woke up so sad and lost … I need some advice.