- Red Panda
- 5 years ago
- Wedding: July 2013
First I Never thought I’d be the kind of bride to care about this at all, but hell turns out I do.
I’ve been planning our wedding for 22months, its in 6weeks now, our best man prnposed to his g/f of 7mnths on Saturday and is getting married in her home country on Friday.
She’s great, If is concerned its too quick but I’m happy for them, but I’m not thrilled by all the jokes we have a double wedding. I know its just jokes but now i-m worried it will turn into their celebration by default, as half our guests won’t have seen them since the elopement (Or ever met her).
I’m usually the ultimate introvert but i-ve had nearly 2years to accept and actually embrace the idea of this day being about us, now I feel so attention-whoring &petty, that I have to share a celebration my folks have paid so much to host.
(- i really do love these guys, and he is so awesome &has been involved with planning our wedding, and there are a lot of reasons they’re getting hitched NOW, &its sad his family &friends can’t make it due to the sudden time frame, they will be having a wedding here next year to celebrate with us. I just can’t shake the feeling I’ll have to share my wedding now)