- 5 years ago
I have already vented in here about my out of the blue break up with my ex-fiance ( you can read the whole story here http://boards.weddingbee.com/topic/ex-fiance-broke-up-without-any-solid-reason-happy-endings-after-breakups/ ) & wanted to share with you some updates of what happened since then. Well i have cut off full communication with my ex fiance 2 weeks ago, we were talking about how i will ship his stuff from my country to his & how I will sell the engagement rings & transfer him the money. The process was taking a lot of time & communication & it was too lot to handle because i just wanted to cut communication so i can start moving on so i told him in out last conversation that i will talk to him about stuff when i moved on and i am ready to talk to him without throwing blames ( year from now maybe ? ). Since then i really started working on myself. I really had better days than from the break up days. But some days or moments are so hard, sometimes i just cant stop thinking about him & about the reason of our breakup. It was really out of a sudden & it is like i have this feeling like i am in a trial & i was convicted but i am innocent but i have to deal with it anyway. Please lovely bees if you have a similar experience of mine can you please share it with me ?