Post # 17
– Got news Monday that the shop I ordered my dress from is closing so I had to either pay for my dress and find alterations on my own OR get my money back. This is the SECOND dress disappointment since I started this whole process. I ordered the first one with 14 months left and now I’m down to a little over 7 with NO DAMN DRESS
– Fiancee and I got into a HUGE fight last night over the guest list. I never thought we would have these kind of issues but here they are dead smack in the face.
– We officially have more guests attending then we have room so now we have to look for an overflow spot for people to stay at in Rio.
AGAIN I SAY FUCK.IT.ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
Post # 18
Sunnyday278: I hope your day goes by fast!
I’m so glad I’m not the only one who decides to take on way more than they can handle at the moment, haha. Sometimes, this is me:
Post # 19
One week to go to the wedding. Things are getting done at a decent pace, though not quite at the point where I wanted to be by now. But I’m really tired from being “on” constantly with guests – wake up early, work all day, come home, make dinner for everyone, clean up, try to work on a DIY project, then pass out completely exhausted at least an hour, often two, after my normal bedtime. My eyes could run an airliner they have so much baggage. And I want to eat (and have been) everything in sight – and of course since people are visiting, there is junk food EVERYWHERE (I normally don’t keep ANY sweet or starchy snack foods at home because I can’t resist them.) Can’t concentrate on anything (wedding or work) so I feel like both are getting behind. And at this point I just want to be left alone, so my mother and Fiance are taking the brunt of my horrible attitude. Ugggggghhhhhhh. Add that to the regular pre-wedding stresses and…sigh. I wish I could take all of next week off, but I think I will settle for adding an extra half-day.
Post # 20
I hate my job!! I’ve been working my ass off for ten years to get where I am today and I can’t take the stress of this kind of job anymore! But I don’t know what else I can do.
My company won’t let me take time off for the wedding. My wedding is out of town on a Sunday!! Monday is supposed to be a holiday but my work is open for it… Go figure.
I’m sick of not getting pregnant and I can’t handle it every time my doctor says that I’m too stressed to be able to get pregnant or even sustain a pregnancy.
I’m sick of feeling like crap and not being able to sleep because I’m so stressed.
I’m totally sick of everyone being worried about me.
I just want to punch things!!
Post # 21
POW! KiICK! ZAP!
just moved into a new place and its too small for all my stuff. i dont even have a hanger for my clothes. the oven doesnt work and one burner is stuck on so i have to go and manually turn off and on the propane. ug now that i finally moved. cuz i didnt just have to just move out last week . i had to move the guy out who lived there out. seriously he left his half drunk moldy coffee still at the place. i gained five pounds after getting married and got drunk last night. im hungover and feel so guilty for drinking all my calories and its only week 1!! i didnt even have my period last month cuz i was so stressed about moving all of bobs shit out! and my shit in. god that guys as lozer. and I DONT WANT TO BE A WORK CUZ ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS THE STUFF THAT NEEDS DONE AT HOME.
Post # 22
I just feel so done with life sometimes. Grrrrrrrrrrrrr!