- 6 years ago
- Wedding: August 2012
Well, I need to vent.. and get my thoughts out. I feel seriously anxious and cannot sleep!
I just found out today, that I got accepted to Teacher’s College – yay! This is fantastic, I know.. It is seriously competitive… it’s been my dream since I was 10 years old. It is finally happening!
I only applied to 3 schools. I only got into one. Pretty heartbreaking. Well, technically I’m on the waitlist for the other two. But, the waitlist feels like a sugar coated rejection.
Anyway, what I found out after being accepted was that… this teacher’s college starts on August 27th! When am I getting married you ask? August 31st. On a Friday.
The school runs a week long orientation type of thing. Learning the computer program, meeting fellow students, learning about the course, meeting teachers, learning about the new campus. This is stuff that I love! I know a lot of people find these things silly, or useless. But I am the kind of person that always went to the first day of classes – because I loved to receive the syllabus and find out what to expect in the class. I liked to prepare myself.
So, while I know that it is extremely possible to accept this offer of admission, and go to school Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday… take off the Thursday & Friday for the wedding… and then begin regular classes the following Monday (2 days after the wedding!!!)… the idea just stresses me out to the max!
I never thought I would be unwrapping gifts, unpacking boxes, moving in with my fiance AND preparing to go back to school.. in just a mere time span of TWO DAYS!
This is stressing me out, more than I can express. I am (not so secretly) hoping that another school accepts me. One with a more reasonable start date (most of the others start September 10th!) but at the same time… I am just so happy to get in! and want to hit “ACCEPT” right away!
Any other bees out there getting married during another crazy life-changing event!?