- 4 years ago
- Wedding: October 2014
Okay, so as many of you know, I posted saying I am getting married October 25. It actually was moved to October 26, so my aunt and uncle can be there. First off, I am planning a wedding that is fairly large now (invited at least 50 people when we never planned on that). Secondly, everything else in my life seems to be going ridiculously stupidly. I switched over to some online classes to make life “easier.” Well, this week, my computer was not working properly, so I missed an entire week of assignments that I am now as I am on Weddingbee trying to catch up before tomorrow. I guess I came to rant here just to let off some steam since everyone is asleep. Not only was my computer not working until today, but I’ve been on vacation hours away from home, and forgot my school books. I have textbook assignments that I can only access via the textbook instructions. Luckily, that was finally resolved, but now my computer charger isn’t always working and I fear I will be without a laptop yet again soon. I just feel like if there is something that’s going to go wrong it will. Also, the pastor we were going to have marry us seems very unenthusiastic for whatever reason and hasn’t been returning my emails and we haven’t had any plans worked out yet with him. I am now trying to get him to email back and if he doesn’t by Monday I will be searching for another person to conduct the ceremony. I just. I am at my wit’s end I feel. My school load is now so high, and I have no ambition to work on it but I have to. I don’t want to be whiny, and I am not complaining really, since I know how blessed I am. I just need to let off some steam, like I said before. I really don’t have anyone else to talk to right now and I need a break from my work.