- 4 months ago
Sooo, i have a problem i can’t stop thinking about.
Me 29 yrs to be in 2 days and bf 34 to be next mo, have been together for 3.5 yrs. Living together since first week together and very in tune with our relationship overall. We’ve sure had our ups and downs but overall we are a compatible couple. I’d like to believe at least. Both have jobs, i just recently even started a new amazing job. We hang out every day, go out, hike, parks, eating together, then we go home and do our things and overall have a great way of showing appreciation to each other.
Anyhow, we’ve talked about marriage before but not confirmed date year etc. Well for about a year now I’ve been thinking so much about getting married that it’s impacted my mental state. I obsess over it. So he noticed i was looking all sad last year on our anniversary in December 2018, and while we were on a short vacation he told me “don’t worry baby, next year will be the best year for you. You’ll get everything you’ve always dreamed of”. Hint:marriage. He knew i kind of probably expected it to happen on our December anniversary trip, and i guess felt the need to let me know to calm my worries down.
So now it’s June, 2019 and it’s my birthday in 2 days and we’re also going camping the weekend after just 2 of us. I’m wondering if he will propose then, because he kept saying past few months how nice camping will be, and at times he grabs my hand and keep caressing my ring finger.. And we passed through a jewelry store randomly once a month ago and he said “you like these ones?” i said, that’s up to you to decide. And that was it.
So i don’t know what to think right now.. I find him often just looking at me randomly a lot.. Also he keeps asking me if I’m going to be with him forever.. Which he never used to ask me.. He’s asked me this 3 times or more in past months, with most recently last week.
What do you guys think?
We’ve had convo about his comment in December that he made, and he’s like.. I said next year but i didn’t say when so you can’t know everything.. Hes like you can’t know where when how what time.. And he’s right, im asking for too much.. It’s supposed to be surprise after all and it should be done when he wants it without pressure which i dont do. I let him be but he can often see it in my eyes what I’m thinking about..
Soooo long story, should i expect something soon with all these hints? And asking me together forever bla bla? Or should i not get my hopes up.
He’s the kind of person who keeps his promises. But it’s already mid of 2019 year and I’m getting sweaty
He’s also said to me.. Other things that hint it.. But i dont know. I wonder if he’ll propose on my after bday camping trip. He knows i love nature and he does too. And it was his idea to plan it..
Thank you in advance and I’m so sorry for the huge romance written