Post # 16
I didn’t fuck up again with my SO, but I decided I talk about this stuff too much with my parents, too. I am ruining their excitement for when it really does happen. So I put another dollar in my SIUP envelope for that and am expanding my pact to include talking about the wedding to my parents and my friends.
Post # 17
lagavulin: I’ve F’d up big time. I’m going bonkers over a potential June proposal and I bring it up EVERY.SINGLE.NIGHT with my SO. At this rate, it ain’t going to happen!
So I’ve been thinking. Instead of talking to him about it, I may start writing him letters about it instead. I’ll start tonight. Though I think the letters will take up an hr or a few pages each night.
Sucks being in this situation. It really does. So close yet so far. Argh, I’m going bonkers and need to relax………..
Post # 18
I’m surprisingly calm with regards to speaking about it but I got to do wedding talk with a recently engaged friend today so can live vicariously instead through all her wedding plans.
I’m relaxed atm but my better half is talking about plans for anniversary etc …. But I’m being obnoxious and doing a race on it … oops:p so our going away plans and whatever he has up his sleeve may be changed…oh dear
Post # 19
Does anyone have parents who make waiting 10x worse? My brother is getting married this summer and my dad keeps talking about me for next summer. Even if He’s joking, he is hamming it up too much. It’s the OH I’ll be waiting on so it’s his move.