Post # 1
so i wrote a few days ago that we had found our venue… for everything. i was scared and excited. and i still am… it is just that now there might be a slight change of plans. i think that i might be pregnant. yes i want kids. and yes i would keep the baby. it is just that now is not when i wanted them. i know. we should have been more careful but its done. i am being really selfish in hoping that i am not. i don’t think that i am ready for a baby. but i would make myself ready. i just needed to vent. now that i write this i sound so stupid and very selfish. but i dont know how i feel. i flip flop between excitement and pure terror. i would love to get married before kids. but i know that even if i have a baby before the day would still be special. even more so…. thanks for listening.
Post # 3
Ah congratulations you. My fsil was pregnant with their second while getting married, and the only tangible effects on the wedding were, 1 she had to get a second dress, and 2 she didn’t have any champagne. Best of luck!
Post # 4
It is perfectly natural to feel the way you feel right now. You are not being selfish at all. Hopefully, it is just stress that is making you late. The pregnancy tests that you can get at the store are pretty reliable these days, so you might want to go get one to see what happens.
Post # 5
thanks guys…. it feels nice to hear that there is no reason to feel bad about the way i feel. i always like talking to the hive. i am planning on taking the test soon. i just have to make time… i know that it should be on the top of my list but i have thing that are going on before all this. and if i am it is so good that i want to do a rootbeer toast instead of champagne… this might not be a big deal after all…. oh and i havent got my dress yet. the only thing that i would have to do is give up my venue, cuz then i would have a smaller wedding (not that big of a deal)….. thanks!!!!