- 6 years ago
Ok, I was getting so work up about a date earlier than when my SO has said he’s going to propose (see my ealier thread) it was building up so much and driving me mad!
I came home on Wed this week and I’d had a particular bad day and ended up just telling him everything. I thought he’d be mad or at least think “well it’s your own fault” but he was lovely. He said he was so glad I’d told him because he didn’t want me to be upset when it didn’t happen in March and that he’d new I’d be getting myself worked up making me very tired for our walk (which is up a mountain btw!)
I went out to a class soon after that and when I got back he’d left me a little heart note saying that he wishes he could make my dreams come true sooner but instead when I get to the top of the mountain I can have a clue to the real engagement.
He’s so sweet. I wish I’d not even thought of it in the first place but I’m glad I had it out with him as I can just concentrate on August instead of getting paranoid everytime he plans something romantic to do! It’s not a nice way to live your life for half a year!
Feeling at peace a little more now, just impatient!