- 7 years ago
So, I have slowly been giving away baby stuff and maternity clothes. However, I was surprised this week when I realized I am sad to get rid of my favorite maternity items, even though they are going to friends.
I’m 90+% resolved that I do not want another bio. kid. I love my son soooo much, but I just don’t think I can physically go through that again. I am very excited about fostering and/or adopting in the future. Also, if I did accidentally get pregnant, I would keep the baby.
I guess part of me was secretly hoping that I would change my mind and have 1 more pregnancy. Considering how bad my back still is, however, I just don’t think it is a good idea for me, plus I’m very likely to get PPD again.
I know Mrs. DG you are KIND OF in the same boat. Anyone else feel like they have random moments of mourning? (It’s not official that I won’t have more yet, so I’m not sure how to process it.) Oh, and I do know it’s too early to decide, but I think I am doing much better with my PPD and still feel pretty resolved on not having more.