Post # 1
Hi everyone! I know I’ve been scarce around here and I just wanted to explain why. On Thursday, as most of you know, our BFP was confirmed by my blood test. DH and I let ourselves be cautiously optimistic because we’ve been through a MC before and I especially had/still have a really hard time dealing with it.
On Saturday I took a FRER and the line came up fast and pretty dark. I got even more excited. On Saturday night I started lightly spotting brown. I completely freaked out because the same thing happened when the MC in July first started. When I MC’d before I spotted all afternoon and by the next morning it was full blown bleeding. So when I woke up on Sunday and the spotting was still just barely there I had hope that this was just normal first trimester bleeding. I took another FRER on Sunday night and the line was already MUCH darker than it was on Saturday’s test so my hope built up even more.
I spotted all day yesterday and during the afternoon I started cramping. Before I went to bed last night it had turned into what we feared, definitely always there bleeding. It hasn’t been confirmed by blood tests or the dr yet but I’m 100% sure that we’re losing the baby again. I have low progesterone all the time and we’re sure that contributed to my MC in July. I’ve been on supplements after (and even before) both BFPs but it doesn’t seem to have done the trick.
I’m sorry I haven’t been around….while we were kind of in limbo it was just really hard for me to even think about the boards. I’m really sad and I have absolutely no idea what our next steps are.
Thank you all for cheering us on though, I really appreciate the support!
Post # 3
I’m so so sorry you’re going through this again. Just know I’m thinking about you and praying for you. Lots of hugs.
Post # 4
My heart goes out to you and your DH. You’ve been so kind to me recently in the midst of this and your words even have so much strength… please know my thoughts are with you.
Post # 5
I’m so sorry – I hope you, DH and your doctors find a way to get a sticky baby soon! My best friend went through 2 MCs before they were successful. I’ll be hoping the same happens for you next time!
Post # 6
I’m so sorry to hear this, I was really rooting for you. We’ll all be thinking about you and praying for you.
Post # 7
Oh no! My heart goes out to you. I hope your doctors give you some much needed answers. Try to remember that there are plenty of women who have experienced multiple miscarriages who then went on to have beautiful healthy babies. You’ll get to the bottom of this.
Post # 8
I am so sorry that you are going through this. I’ll keep you and your DH in my thoughts.
Post # 9
I’m so sorry honey. (((BIG HUGS)))
Post # 10
I am so sorry you are dealing with this.
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Post # 11
i’m so sorry you’re going through this 🙁
Post # 12
I’m so so sorry to hear this. 🙁
Post # 13
I’m so, so sorry you are going through this again. 🙁
Post # 14
Oh Elley, I’m so so sorry. I am praying and hoping for you and your DH to get your sticky babay soon. Just know that you are an amazing person, and will be an incredible mother. Big hug.
Post # 15
Wow that is so sad!! Hopefully third time will be the charm!
Post # 16
My heart just dropped for you. Big hugs to you and your DH. You’re in my thoughts <3