- 5 years ago
I hope you are all doing well! I haven’t been on here in about a week, so I just wanted to write a little something to give everyone an update and once again THANK YOU FOR ALL OF YOUR SUPPORT!!!
I left things off with a restraining order, lawyer discussions, and moving back in with my parents! I notified my employer about what had happened and to be on the look out for my ex if anyone is asking for me at our receptionist desk.
They all complied and were more than supportive of my situation. I felt a little weird in sharing my issues with them, because I felt like I was being unprofessional in the work environment, but they were more than understanding.
Well, my ex did NOT show up to my office! Thankfully! However, I’ve noticed in the past several days that there is always this silver car sitting out in the lot and I don’t know who drives it. I’ve been at my work long enough to know who drives what car, but this one didn’t have an owner I was aware of. At first, I didn’t think much of it. Maybe someone from a neighbor office was using our lot, but then I noticed it would leave when I left. So, that got me a bit worried.
On Wednesday, I noticed it following me!!! I was like, okay, this is my ex clearly seeing what I am doing. So, I tried the whole dodging the car thing by weaving in and out of traffic, not going directly to my parents by taking different paths or stopping somehwere or something.
Well, yesterday at work the receptionist called me saying that there was a man here to see me. I go up front and it is a friend of my ex’s, who I had never met before. He handed me an envelope addressed to me and left. Okay? Later I found out he was the one in the silver car and following me. He wanted to make sure, for my ex, that I wasn’t seeing someone else or going on dates or whatever.
In a nut shell, the letter it stated all these things about how much he loves me, how sorry he is, how much he misses me, wishes he could go back in time, how he wants me to be ‘happy’…you get the gist. I don’t know even what to think right now!! Here I am trying to move on with my life and get things back to “normal” and I feel like he’s just trying to prevent that. I’m not going to respond, obviously. I don’t even know if this is in violation of the restraining order! I arrived to work today and I didn’t see the silver car following me, and I can’t help but think…DUDE DO YOU HAVE A LIFE OR A JOB?!
I’m drained, ladies. This is all so much to wrap my head around and I am simply exhausted from this crap. I want to move on with my life and be happy, be normal, and not have any baggage! I’m so sick of this!!! It’s embarrassing and I feel like I’m that girl who always has drama following her now!