- 6 years ago
Thank you so much for all your advice and support over the past few days. I really appreciate all the feedback I received from my pervious post (Worst waiting day. He’s “not sure” he’s ready now. Help …).
I just want to give you an update. Last night (after a beer or two) I decided that i could not take this break anymore (I know I’m a total baby). So I write my SO a break up email at about 1:30am (it was a very nice email just saying how this was too hard and I could not take it anymore). Afterwards, I proceed to watch Bridesmaids and Cast Away so I can stay up to send my SO a text at 6:00am telling him to check his email (yes I am aware that this makes me sound totally crazy but I swear I’m not. I was just too stressed to sleep).
At 6:23am my SO calls me. I could tell he was very upset when I picked up. He told me he didn’t want to lose me and that he knows that he wants to marry me. I made him swear like 100 times that he was not just saying it because I sent him the email (because I was fully prepared to walk and ever stated in my email “this is not an ultimatum”). He said he had planned to come down and surprise me later this week. He assured me that a proposal and a ring would be coming “soon” and that he realized that if this is what he really wants then there is no need to wait.
I’m still a little apprehensive still and can’t help but thinking that he is only doing this because of the email. But at the same time I can’t help but be totally excited.
Hopefully I will be off the list soon!
Ok… I need to go try to do school work on zero hours of sleep. Thanks again bees!