- 6 years ago
- Wedding: November 1999
I will try to keep this short so I can just get it off my chest and feel better. I have been looking forward to today for the last few months, it is a big day for us. Today is our 2 year anniversary, and it is also exactly 6 months until we get married. So excited to hit this milestone. Fiance works overnight and gets home from work about 8:15am, where I have pancakes waiting for him with I <3 u written in marshmallows on them. He eats them, is happy, says thank you and happy anniversary etc. Then comes in to check his FB for a few minutes. I tell him we are going to go out shopping since I have some money that I saved that I was going to use on extra wedding stuff but instead I want to go buy him the new tv that he really wants. Now he is super excited. I leave the room for 10 minutes and come back and he is in bed…sleeping. I know he works overnight but he NEVER goes to sleep when he gets home he is always up until about noon every day before he goes to bed so that he can wake up for work that night. Of all days to decide to go to sleep you pick today!!!! Ugh I know I am being selfish I am just upset and on the verge of tears because I know him well enough to know that he will not be waking up until at least dinner time tonight and if I try to wake him up he will yell at me and complain about it all day should I actually succeed at waking him up.
I just really didn’t want to spend our anniversary watching him sleep. And while I am on the road of being super selfish he didn’t even get a freaking card. I went through a lot of trouble to try and make today special including waking up at 445am on my day off to have everything ready when he got home and he couldn’t even get a 50cent card. Ugh. Okay rant over….I feel a little better…I think.