- 5 years ago
- Wedding: October 2014
Welp Bees! It is FINALLY here! Its October 1st! and we are getting married this month!!! We are 10 days away from our wedding today! !!! I cant believe it is almost here….after dating for over 7 years over a year engaged….and its finally happening I am going from a Miss to a Mrs…What is weird is I have such a strange sense of calm right now…Ive been waiting for the freakout to happen….for all the pressure to hit…and it just hasnt hit like you think it would 10 days from our wedding….I am cool as a cucumber….and all the little details that I was stressing about (gift bags, favors, bathroom baskets, ceremony programs not being 150% what we wanted, last minute decisions ect)….I just simply dont care about now…I am just excited for it to be here and to celebrate our Marriage with our family and friends….
I have no sense of anxiety (ok well other then the fact that I have to drive by MYSELF in a large city that I have NEVER been to let alone driven or navigated in to get to the airport to pick up Maid/Matron of Honor, and the best man (luckily their flights are getting there at around the same time…one is 9:30 the other is 10….so one trip and back thankfully….who ever invented the app on my phone that gives turn by turn directions is a god send)….Im just feeling ready….that may change next week at this time when i have 500 appointments to finish things up and everyone getting here….but for now I just feel at peace….maybe its the beautiful fall morning or my morning tea while i listen to music and write this on our deck with my fur baby purring happily in the chair beside me (in his kitty harness of course because i am far to paranoid as his human mommy to let him run free out here with no front claws…so he enjoys his mornings out here with me chilling in his favorite sunchair…with me able to keep a safe hold on him even though hes never ever tried to wander off and knows never to go near doors unless his harness is on)
So ladies….how are you feeling….what are your plans in the comming days! I am just trying to savor every moment….