- 5 years ago
- Wedding: April 2015
i need to say it but i cant with anyone around me because it is really silly but i am feeling a bit blue about it ….. dont know why i even feel guilty for even thinking about it.
So here it is, i got engaged in march it was a lovely traditional proposal that everyone was expecting as i am the first one of my friends to get married. We have had a few weeding the last few year for my FH friend and his sister this year so it was time for us to go ahead.
we leave in abroad from our families so we decided to get married in the US since it is easier for everyone since we have had our holidays already we have to wait till next year April to go and find a wedding venue and start organizing. we thought we ill give our guest 1 year notice since everyone is from out of town so we wont get married around easter 2015.
for me is a bit of a wait as in my culture we dont really have engagements as such when you decide to get married you just arrange a wedding woth in a year and that’s it. and i am not a fun of lon engagement but we dont have a choice 🙁
Anyway anything has gone to plan i am starting to plan my E party until on sunday i received a message and a reception invitation from close friends to tell they are getting married in at registry and having small reception 08.30.2013 – they will do the big catholic wedding in year or so overseas.
i am really happy for them and i have started to plan the hens night for her until this morning again one of my FH best friend has decided to walk to the registry and getting married on 08.20.2013 🙁 and doing a big weeding overseas in 2 years.
i am really happy for them to but i cant help to feel a bit flat….
i feel like everyone is move on and i am stuck and nothing is happening…
i just need it to say it but if i say …… what about me 🙁 hahah
i know i wont bring it forward or anything cause i want my friends and family to be there so that is why i am waiting for so long even though i hate it …
thanks bees i just need it to say it to someone …..