- 6 years ago
- Wedding: December 2013
Well I’m breaking down and having a pitty party. I know that its pretty much cause I’m crazy hormonal right now and in the bowels of hell known as Afghanistan but at this point that rational information is doing squat for the emotional black hole of death swirl going on.
I’ve been working out pretty solidly for the past month 1/2 and yes yes I know that muscle weighs more blah blah blah but I’m seriously about to shove my face in a box a zingers that I had shipped to me cause I don’t think my dress is going to fit.
I fell in LO-VE with this dress…LLLLLOOOOOVVVVVVEEEEE
And being the over achiever that I am ordered it in size 8…and i’m not a size 8 right now. Do I think I can get there before the wedding (Dec 31 ’13)? Oh yes, I may be to the point of delirum but oh yes I will get into that bloody thing.
but here is where my blues kick in…I go home for vacation and the plan was to try in MY dress, not the store dress but MY dress. I was going to do it right as I got home so then I wouldn’t feel bad about holiday eating and now I’m to the point of tears that I don’t think they’ll be able to zip it close so I can have “that moment”.
Am I being a drama queen…yes most likely. Am I hearing every person I know telling me I don’t have to try it on till I get home in July etc etc. I even have this PMS (Public Motivation Statement) on my desk http://cdn.gymdoll.com/img/pms/large/gd-beatgoals.jpg
Still not feeling it.
So my question, how important is THAT moment?? Should I just take my Mom and Fiance Mom and go have lunch instead??