Post # 17
I would just enter around 6 as you orginally had planned. The people that matter to you will already be there. And the people that treat it like a casual open house can walk in and see you whenever they make it.
Don’t worry! It’ll be great!
Post # 18
i know it sounds bad but honestly im so scared of being ‘judged’…:-( he comes from that type of family and i just dont want to let anyone down seeing as i picked this joint. his father’s paying for it, what if he arrives and HATES IT and i die watching his sun beaten face…lol…i know dramatic…but seriously im so scared of the day and everyone HATING THE VENUE. images of women in stilettos slowly sinking into the grass…guests leaving the lawn to go chill in air conditioned hotel bar…me walking into a empty venue…with only several construction workers watching atop the building they are building next door…AAAHHH!!!!!
*breathe in breathe out*
is this kind of terror normal?!