- 6 years ago
So, at the end of Summer 2011, I was weighing in at anywhere from 105-110 (allowing for regular weight flexability). Now, at the beginning of Summer 2012 (7 months later), I’m weighing in at 130-135! JEEZ! When did this happen? I’d attribute it to “freshman 15″ but that feels really weak to say, even though it’s mostly true. I’m 5’6” and when I weighed 105ish I had no boobs, no butt, and you could see my ribs. Now, I have large C cups, definitely not lackin’ in the butt area, and there’s meat on me.
I don’t know if I’m happy with this or not.
I’m already planning to update my gym membership and start working out and running again, and definitely eat healthier (no fast food! no junk food!)
I just don’t know if my weight is alright or not, because every time I type my stats into any type of calculator, with my height weight and measurements, it says I’m on the low end of average (nearer to the underweight section!) How???! I feel HUGE. :/
I’m planning on trying to lose about 15 pounds, by exercising, eating correctly (and very healthy!), and taking daily supplements. But I also DON’T want to lose my boobs (that’s shallow of me, I know, lol), and I don’t want to lose my curves.
ALSO: I feel like I should mention that even when I was my skinniest, I still had larger legs. It’s genetic; I can’t help it. In fact, I used to dream of being a model but my mom shut me down by saying, “Models can’t have big legs, silly.” Well, so much for that. I can tone them, I know, but even when they’re tone I still feel like they’re too big. I’m not meaning to come off as whiny or anything, I’ve just never had a good self-image. 😛