- 4 years ago
Ever since me and my husband moved put to Oklahoma I been lucky that I get to interview for jobs but not always get the chance to land them. So far since the move to Oklahoma I managed to gety hands on three but then things go down hill. The first job was working as a door to door sales man and spending more in gas then what I was making so I left that position after three weeks. A month and a half later I landed a cleaning job at a local chemical company knowing it would be a temp position that would allow me to network into the field I would want to be in and it did which made me graceful thankful because when the cleaning job ended I got a position as admin/technical writer through the temp agency there so the company could save some money. I started Janurary 6 and today after being there thirty minutes I lost my job. They are calling for a two weeks lay off but since the HR person hates me so I doubt I will ever recieve the call to come back. I feel miserable and all I can think about was how I didn’t get a chance to finish what I been working on and it really bothering me. And for one of the first time ever all I can think about is how I don’t have any one to really turn to besides my husband because I don’t really have any close friends especially out here. Let alone a shoulder to cry on over the phone and pretend that I am getting a big hug because I feel like I don’t have any close friends in my life right now or had any in really in a long long time if I ever did.
I a sorry for the very emotional rant but at the moment at least to me lately the Bee is really the only place that I can turn to for the slightest bit of a shoulder to cry on.