- 6 years ago
I have been with the boy 4 years. And just recently, I’m finding it hard to cope. I am a traditionalist. All I have wanted since I was a little girl was to find my soul mate, get married and live our lives together.
I have a successfull career, make plenty of money, we have our own place, I am faithful dedicated, supportive and I love him to the moon and back… so why isn’t this enough?
We have discussed and fought about this, for a while now.
To make matters worse, its apparently WEDDING AND ENGAGEMENT season – I’m talking about roughly 10 or more of these have popped up n my fb in the last week.
But what really sticks is this – his ex got married last week. Why should I care? well, we have our own history that I wont bore you with… but this disgusting excuse for a women CHEATED on her husband to be on her hen do – that should give you the measure of what type of women she is…. yet i have to see pictures of her ‘dream wedding’ put up by mutal friends and i just want to SCREAM. I don’t understand why she gets the happy ending?
I am so sick of the whole thing. its like I have to beg, you know? He is getting all the benefits of being married already, yet he can’t this one little thing for me. He mentined a wedding proposal at xmas, but… I honestly feel like he is stringing me along.
Is anyone else feeling like this? I feel like im going crazy! x