- 5 years ago
- Wedding: October 2019 - City, State
I HATE MY JOB. there I said it.
I work for a horrible human being. I love my actual work but can’t stand coming in everyday knowing who I’m working for. I hold a very specific kind of job that many people would kill for. I have great benefits and a regular m-f day shift. I get lots of paid holidays and I’m very good at reminding myself of all of this. I know I am lucky and should just be grateful for a job that makes it possible to afford a comfortable life.
BUT…. I can’t help but wake up every morning and *almost* cry because I just don’t want to deal with this person. It’s my boss and I have no choice. I put in a transfer but that won’t happen until april if it happens at all. It’s gotten so bad that my stress level is making me physically ill at times. I do my job well and it’s never enough. It got so bad I had to have a meeting with our assistant director of our division to discuss the everyday workings of my position and why it’s so unpleasant. I could go on and on about the details of why things are so aggravating but the point is, i’m stuck and can’t leave this job.
I guess I need a reminder that I’m not the only person in the world that has been in this position. And maybe just some positive vibes to get through yet another long work week 🙁
thank god im leaving at 1:30 today to go and vote. It’s only 2 hours less but I can’t leave here soon enough!