- 6 years ago
- Wedding: April 2013
yesterday I found some messages that my husband sent to some girl via facebook, even she is in other country it was hard to see how he said to another girl how beautiful is she when he never never told me that things.
I think I’m getting tired of this marriages all the time we go out his ALWAYS looking all the girls in the street and that make me feel that Im not pretty enough or good enough, I’m not feeling happy in this marriage he knows that one thing that I really want is to have a small catholic wedding and all the time he said me No that he doesn’t want it even if I tell him that will make me sooo happy, I think he doesn’t care about me, we are married we have been married for 2 years but just for a lawyer and that day was terrible he was angry during all the ceremony and his family were sooo rude with me that day that all I want is forget that day and I told him that I need a new ceremony to leave behind the other and to have a nice memoy of our wedding but he soesn’t care.
For me all the relationship had been just sacrificies I have to come to another country just to be with him and leave my family and friends behind because he didn’t want to be in our country, we have a 3 years old son and when I got pregnant he was just mean with me when our son borned he made an ADN test it was so humilliant but now he is very responsible with our so, and our relationship it’s just fine but all that messages and his behaviour I don’t know, I just feel something it’s not good.