Post # 46
So far my morning started off good. Me & my son had a good bus ride to school. I love spending that time in the morning with him, he tells me all the action figures he wants me to buy him lol and add to his collection..then I get to work and my mood changes, I hate my job I know I’m miserable here , and need to make changes quick 😒
Post # 47
Thanks for the kind words. I’m three weeks post-op and still feeling like crap, which was to be expected. I’ll start the second round of treatment in a few weeks.
Post # 48
My friend (sorority sister from over a decade ago) reached out to hang out today. I was skeptical and asked what she had planned. She wanted me to come to her friend’s mary kay party b/c the turnout wasn’t what they were hoping for.
I was like, oh sorry no, you are awesome but that’s totally not my thing.
Then she responds back, I know that’s why I’m asking as a favor.
So I just feel like poop, I said no, and it didn’t work.
So I respond, sorry no again, is there another way I can help out. And she asks for money for a completely unrelated fundraiser she’s got going on.
So I reply, no, umm about your friends mary kay thing. Does she have a website.
I just feel pissy and used and like I tried to stick up for myeslf but this girl wasn’t respecting me at all and she didn’t invite me to hang out she invited me to take my money or show off or something and then when offered an opportunity to hang out some other time or help in another way she just asks for money straight up. Seriously. UGH!
Post # 49
About a week ago I ordered a box set of the sex and the city dvds, been looking forward to receiving them all week. on Wednesday, my dog of 16 years dies…just 10 mins ago I saw the FedEx guy in front of my house and as hes coming up the stairs im thinking, “yay! It’s my dvd set!” As soon as he hands it to me, I notice the “cremated pet” sticker and well that basically ruined my day. seriously back in bed. Ha