- 7 years ago
I knew this spring was going to be a bit crazy, with the wedding and all…. but I’m starting to wonder how I’m even going to survive. 🙁
Worst of all, I just found out awhile ago that my grandfather was sick. He just told me tonight that there was nothing else the doctors could do, and that he’s dying. Essentially, I don’t even know if he’s going to be around in 2 months for my wedding, or if he’ll be healthy enough to attend 🙁 I really just want to spend as much time with him as possible – but at the same time I just really don’t know how to cope. I don’t know what to say or do. Tonight I watched my dad hug him as he said goodbye – i’ve never seen my dad hug his dad 🙁
On top of this, I’m in my last semester of law school, swamped with group projects and looming exams. Down to 2 months until the wedding with SOOOO Much to do still. Fiance and I just closed on our first home last week, and are up to our necks trying to get all the necessary renos done/arranged so we can move into the place. Its LITERALLY COVERED in stucco dust right now – everywhere – from having the ceilings scraped. I’m also still working 2.5 days per week, despite school, because well I have a mortgage to pay!
When Fiance and I talk, 90% of our convo is like “Well, I called the floor guy, and i’m meeting him tomorrow. Can you call the tux store and give them the measurements? I tried printing the envelopes, but the printer jamed…” on and on.
Sorry, just a big long vent – I don’t really expect a response or a solution. I’ve just tried to not complain to my fiance about it toooo much, since i know he’s super stressed about it all also.