- 6 years ago
Let me start by saying how glad I am to have found this site because I am going bananas. It’s great to know that I am not alone in this waiting game.
Well my b.f and I have been together for 5 n half yrs and 4 of them we have been living together. I moved in with him to his parents house ( his an only child so I’ll leave the rest to your imagination.) recently we moved out not very far from his parents but we are finally alone.
We have talked about marriage many, many times and even about having kids together ( to the point that we have agreed that next yr we may start trying to get pregnant). He said that he wants to marry me but it’s not the time yet! Before I understood we didn’t have a place we were cramp and other issues but now he tells me that we just haven’t lived alone for that long yet; is like if the pass 4 yrs didn’t happen. I’ve told him that I don’t want to get married right away that I want a some what of a long engagement. He doesn’t even let me get close to the jewelry dept in stores, so i asked him if he has ever looked at rings and he told me he hadn’t. I honestly don’t know if he really has or hasn’t looked because he is very sneaky, so he may be trying to throw me off.
Its so hard must of my friend are already married with kids and I am here just waiting sometimes I feel like is really never gonna happen and I hint n hint, all he said is that I will have my day, that soon my time will come, but when is soon? Its so frustrating to get ur hopes up and then nothing! Specially around that time of the month I get really emotional and I can’t get it off my head! i try to keep it to myself so I don’t drive him crazy but it’s hard and to make matters worse one of my friend just got married, and our anniversaries are just days apart.