- 7 years ago
- Wedding: September 2011
I am at home sitting at my computer when I ought to be enjoying the last minute details of my wedding planning for tomorrow. But alas, it is raining and has been for a whole week! It has not rained all summer in Washington, Dc and NOW it wants to not only rain, but gflood. My ceremony/reception site is flooded and the inside is hideous. Sorry, but no black person wants to get married under 6 foot oil paintings of George Washington! I just don’t. A.ll my guests cannot even fit in one room, the sound sustem now has ben to adjusted because of the historic mansion, the vibrations from the speakers can damage the walls. My sister paid $1,400 for a tent and cahirs all to not be used anymore. I have peole calling me telling me they are cancelling their spot two days before the wedding, then giving me that tired, “I will send a gift by your sister or reimburse you for your plate” line knowing that they never will.
My fiance cannot participate n any pre wedding family activites because he has to go to court for a custody case with his ex wife who just needs a good steady d in her life or a vibrator. Whichever comes first needs to happen soon because she is making my life hell!
I am soooo tired. I do not want to do anything but sleep. Honestyl, I could care less about being married right now. Yes, I love my fiance, but this is not how I planned on it being. I was all happy this week even with the rain. I was trying to pep myself up by saying God gets what HE wants. But rain?! I am so mad! My thoughts are cursing God and I know that is bad, but I have the right to be mad, even just a little, right?