- 5 years ago
Just a bit of a whine since nobody in my real life will understand/care. I’ve only been with my boyfriend for a year and some change, but I’m already dying a little to live with him in the future. I just want to come home to him every day or know that I will be able to see him. It’s annoying getting home late, knowing that he’s a 5 minute drive away, but making the responsible decision to stay home and do chores and go to bed because I know if I go to see him, I will want it to be for more than 10 minutes. It’s annoying when our schedules don’t work out and we can’t hang out until the weekend. Or how we always have to figure out our schedules to make plans to see each other but his friends and neighbors just show up all the time to hang out. It really feels like he’s my other half, and I really wish I could just come home to him at the end of a long day.
But we’re both in school, he’s graduating this semester and I have two years left. This is my first year living off campus, and I’m living with 4 friends. Two are my best friends, and I know they would be upset if I tried to live with him instead of them for our last year of college. And I think he already has one of his best friends in mind to live with him for next year.
I’ll survive of course, but today was one of those days when we were both just like “Ugh I don’t want to be here, I want to go home right now to the other person” and I’m already really looking forward to that point a couple of years down the road when that’s actually possible.