- 6 years ago
- Wedding: June 2012
This is going to be a silly sad post.. you don’t need to feel bad. I just need to get it off my chest.
Now that we are getting closer to the wedding, everything is becoming a pain in the ass. I just want one thing to go my way or for someone to go with my design or be able to go with my idea.
I let the girls pick the dresses.. because I couldn’t find one color (blush) I picked another one.. and I am afraid it is going to be horrible. I wanted blush dresses (too late now). I’m trying to find shoes. I just want open toes beige/nude pumps.. I don’t want to ask the girls to buy them, but I can not find them cheap enough where I would be able to buy them. I bought 2 dresses hoping I would love them.. and I honestly don’t love either of them. For the dress I am going to wear, I have been looking for a veil (the veil I loved is $500, not happening) I can not find what I am looking for or will go for my vision. I want pintuck table cloths!! JUST UGHHH I want them!!!!! My mom is fighting tooth and nail, get polyester ones they are so cheap, f that. I wanted my fi to wear a suit, a tan one, he vetoed that. I said whatever let’s do tuxes with bowties. I found THE cutest bowtie, and I can’t tie it and it looks awful. And I am wondering if the guys will look more dressed up because their bowties will be black and his is a peach paisley. I conceded on the reception venue because my Future Father-In-Law threw a fricken temper tantrum. I wanted this garter, but Future Mother-In-Law is making mine, but I wanted the one I saw this one: http://www.etsy.com/listing/90844844/beautiful-ivory-or-white-lace-bridal(hers is probably going to itch my leg raw)!
And on top of this I asked my photographer about a boudoir session and she hasn’t gotten back to me.. POOP.
I JUST WANT ONE DAMN THING TO GO MY WAY. It’s my (ours, I ask his opinion on everything hence why I have conceded on almost everything) wedding isn’t it?!!? I hate everyone right now, and want this stupid thing to be over.
/end rant, and immature feelings